When I pick up this sock yarn to knit I am struck by the magnifisense (sic) of color. I feel like I am knitting an impressionist art painting, that of Monet or Van Gogh. I see a sun setting behind a quiet blue/purple lake in the forefront surrounded by a field of tall green grass and pink wild flowers, the light reflecting its last rays of dusk making the water sparkle with the movement of the gentle waves and making the pink flowers glow as the light catches them just right.
Can you hear the crickets starting to chirp their love songs as dusk falls? Did the fiber artist know how this yarn would create such beauty or bring such a vision to my mind?
This was my moment of "hygge", my cozy place today. I drink it in......
Diana's Fiber Meditations
Wednesday, March 29, 2017
Saturday, March 11, 2017
The Cozy Life
Lately, I have been thinking and feeling like something
was missing from my life. Could it be happiness? Since losing my husband 6 1/2 years ago, I
have been searching, just like everyone else, for some meaning to my life. Is
my 61 years of my life something that makes a difference in this world?
I initially had a plan for my life. Like every
woman, one dreams of a happy childhood, education, marriage, a career, raising
children, their children grown, settled or in a marriage, retirement, and then
grandchildren to keep one busy and purposeful.
Before all came to fruition, it seemed to change too soon. I have
actually achieved much of this, and some of it heartbreakingly disappointing. I felt that something was missing and like
many, I prayed to God to reveal what he wanted me to do next. How I can be
happy in my end days without a spouse?( “Come to Me, all who are weary and burdened
and I will give you rest.” Matt 11:28)
I have come to realize that I can
never be totally happy with someone (a man) who did not share my cherished memories
of the ups and downs of my life. I didn’t know if I had the energy to take on a
blended family and another person’s memories that I was left out of. Would I
ever feel whole and connected? Do I really want to complicate my life and
finances again? With another spouse,
there would always be an emptiness and separation from those memories. Perhaps
I am better content discovering what I can do to make myself happy with God as
my sole leader and guide.
So, when I felt the need to get
away, I decided to go on vacation alone with God. I wanted to rebuild my
confidence and drive myself far enough away from home, to avoid distractions
and listen to God. It was like being as Jesus, going into the wilderness to be
tested and to prepare for his ministry. I looked forward to the adventure.
It was the best 8 days I have
ever spent. I did things that made me happy. I rested, I knitted, I read my
Bible, I listened to the rain (heavy for 3 days), and I slept in a very cozy
and comfy bed. I took walks and drives and experienced mindfulness of my
surroundings and really “felt” the moment; the beauty of God’s world in the
rain and green hills and fields of central CA, the relief from caring for
anyone but myself, imagining enveloped in a great big hug from God. I was
creative: took some knitting classes, planned some decorations for my home, and felt inspiration flooding through me. What
I heard internally was “Daughter, you have worked hard and now it is time to
rest. You are loved, you are special, and now refresh yourself. Drink from my
cool stream and renew your energy. Use your gifts as you have learned to help
others and encourage them. Feed my lambs with your love and care.” It seemed to reset my world and refocus my
direction on God and me. I realized that now I have permission to do some
self-care so I can go out and care for others wherever God leads me.
And then, I was browsing Amazon and saw the title “The Cozy
Life”. Wow! This is what I was trying to achieve. It is based on Hygge (Danish pronounced
hoo-gah). Hygge is a Danish lifestyle
(attitude) that has made them the happiest people in the world, so they say.
“ It is the intimacy you create, several times a day, on
purpose in order to make life bearable or even very good."
Hygge is about
being kind to yourself—giving yourself a treat, and giving yourself, and each
other, a break from the demands of healthy living. It is based on connection
with people and creating and sharing the cozy life in simple living. Yes, this
I can incorporate in self-care and giving care and love to others. This could
make me happy and purposeful. Isn’t God good to give me an understanding of all
he has groomed me for my whole life?. I didn’t recognize it until now. It makes
sense to me.
So, I now look
forward to this mindset of creating a hygge environment in my home, among
friends, family and people. In a nutshell, it is living “kindness”, my theme
for this year based on Galatians 5:22-23. It is being kind to self and to
others. It is also being mindful of
gratitude and the life and blessings God gives you. This makes me “happy”.
Wednesday, December 28, 2016
Socks
There is something comforting about knitting socks. As each stitch is knit I imagine the warmth
this sock makes sitting near a warm fire in the cold of winter.
I reviewed a book I had in my library called Socks from theToe Up by Wendy D. Johnson. This book is the primer to knitting socks in
different ways. In the past, I have learned to knit socks from the cuff down
with a traditional gusset and Kitchener stitch closure. I have struggled, as
many do, with the Kitchener stitch. No matter how much I try, I still have not
mastered this stitch and my toe closures have been somewhat bulky in trying to
hide the holes that remained from my missteps. When all is said and done, I frequently have left over yarn that is too
little to do anything with.
My previous attempts at “toe up” have been disasters. The
heels have always been a challenge. Wendy provides several different ways to do
the heel. I was intrigued with her instruction of the gusset heel instruction
that did not require any picking up of stitches. It only required simple m1
increases and ssk/k2tog decreases and I could do the magic loop method using
one long circular needle for the whole sock.
The results were joyously surprising. The heel looked
perfect and fit perfect. No holes. No odd or mismatched patterning in the yarn.
I was able to try on the sock before
knitting the cuff to ensure the length was right and comfortable. The
self-striping yarn came out very nice, as if it was designed that way.
I am a very happy
woman. Having had success in the first sock, I had no trouble knitting the 2nd
and the same thrill felt as I looked at the results. I just could hardly put it
down. The Carlos and Arne Regia looked
great in the sock. I was able to use most of the yarn on the skein, knitting
the sock up to the mid-calf. I used the Jeny’s Surprisingly Stretchy Bind off
to finish it. This provided a comfortable stretch. Video can be found at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ol8aZ7z_ISs.
This, too, was a great success and does not bind. I cannot wait to wear them.
Saturday, December 10, 2016
Getting Ready For Christmas
I’ve been thinking more and more of
returning to my knitting blog. Since retiring from my Nursing job with the Head Start
Program in July 2016, I find I have more time to pursue my knitting and other
assorted interests.
In the summer, our household added
a gentleman from my church who needed to rent a room.. After much prayer and
contemplation, I felt God calling me to meet this need. It provided him with
needed shelter and gave me a worthy Christian service to address some of his
health needs with my expertise in nursing.
The companionship was a win-win situation for both of us and this arrangement
has worked out well thus far. It has
also given me a subject to knit for.
He is a one legged amputee and as
winter approached, the need for hard-to-find, well fitted socks presented
itself. As I was sorting through my UFOs
(unfinished knitted objects), I ran across some Opal socks I had started for my
Dad who had passed away 5 years ago. I feel a little sad that I never finished
them for him, but now I have an opportunity to repurpose them. Originally, I designed a sock that was not to
be constrictive (for swollen ankles), with a 2 by 2 rib on 80 stitches. I had only finished the ribbing for an ankle
sock at the time. Since Mr. C was a taller man with a large foot, I decided to
make a knee sock. I adjusted the heel and
gusset to fit his larger ( Size 16 shoe) and higher instep. At the end of the ribbing I changed to a 2 by
3 rib for about 1 inch before starting the heel flap. This accommodated the
higher instep without binding the foot at the ankle joint. The sock was now renamed Chris’s sock. How nice I only had to do one sock…..perfect
to avoid 2nd sock syndrome.
Another UFO that has
been languishing was the Celtic
Throw I was making my son. The blanket is made with 2 strands of worsted
weight yarn held together. The pattern is very beautiful with a Celtic design, but as it grew, it
became very difficult to manage with the weight of it. This, however, will be exactly what my son
likes. It was planned to fit a twin bed
but I decided to end it shorter and resulted in a square throw. I think it will
still give good coverage on a bed or sofa.
Yet I am glad it is now finished and ready for Christmas giving.
Having Mr. C in my
home has given me an opportunity to meet and get to know some of his
friends. One is a single dad with 2
preadolescent daughters, that hold an affection for Mr. C. They are always concerned for him. These beautiful charming girls has given me a
chance to make some knitted items for them. It seems they like Minions. So I made a couple of Minions hats for them
for Christmas. It was a fun project.
Christmas is always a time of
remembering; remembering your childhood
Christmases, the traditions you had while you raised your children, the people
who shared Christmases with you who are now gone. There are glimpses of
melancholy and sadness that are fleeting. However, I am trying to rejuvenate the Joy of
Christmas and this year I had a little time on my hands. So I decorated…… and
celebrated Advent with my new housefriend.
It is such a joy to bring the Spirit of Christmas to one who has no
family and never had a real joyful Christmas in the past. I hope yours is a Merry Christmas and Happy
New Year!
Saturday, May 23, 2015
Eager Hands to Spin
Proverbs 31: 10-31
“A wife (woman)of
noble character who can find? She is worth far more than rubies…..She
selects wool and flax and works with eager hands…..She gets up while it is
still dark; she provides food for her family….She sets about her work
vigorously; her arms are strong for her
tasks….In her hand she hold the distaff and grasps the spindle with her fingers….she makes coverings for her bed ;
she is clothes in fine linen and purple.
She is clothed with strength and dignity….Her children arise and call
her blessed…
How many times have I sat down to spin some yarn on my
spinning wheel and think of these verses?
God knows the joy and peace this lovely craft gives me. It quiets my
mind and allows me to listen and talk with my Lord of my life.
I am amazed at the many opportunities I have discovered this
year for finding peace….a feeling of rest from worries and grief of the ones I
have lost. In these moments I surrender
to God…letting go of my troubles and fears and letting him fill my mind with
accomplishment as I make from a raw fleece something , warm, soft and beautiful
with my hands.
As I have regained my desire to spin again, not to say I
have given up on knitting, I find a happiness that I thought I lost. Since I
lost Walter, I haven't spun much at all. Spinning is a time to peacefully reflect
on my life and pray for people as I imagine the yarn I create as the connection
to important people in my life past and present.
I finished a Mitered square blanket knit with the colorful
handspun yarn I have saved over the years. I had no idea it could be made into
something so lovely. It inspired me so much that I started another one out of
blue shades of handspun yarn.
I have been reading carefully the latest edition of “SpinOff” magazine. I found a very easy scarf pattern to knit. I search through my
stash and found a white very soft yarn. Im not sure whether it is wool or
alpaca or both. I am somewhat inclined to believe that it is both since it is
stretchy and bounces back and is so soft
and luxurious to touch. It would feel cozy and glorious around a neck on a cool
night or day. The pattern has garter stitch and feather and fan patterns in it.
It is something I have to count and concentrate on as I always have difficulty
memorizing this type of pattern.
I have finished spinning and plying a beautiful 4 oz. pink dyed roving braid I purchased at
Stitches a few years ago. It is a very soft merino and turned out to be close
to a sport to dk weight yarn…all 360 yds of it. I am wondering if I should make
a scarf out of this too.
I love my new Hansen Electric Spinning wheel. It was a
Birthday present to myself. It is small and lightweight and very easy to
control. I haven’t yet taken it on a trip. It came with a car plug adapter and
I purchased a 12volt battery to take it anywhere without electricity. I am in
love with spinning again. I could easily get up at 4am every day and find a variety of spinning and
dyeing projects to work on till I go to bed at night. But alas, I have to work
and this takes up my daytime. Yet, I can still dream……Thank you, God, for
blessing me.
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